Welcome

Hi There! Welcome to my blog. I am a thirty something woman living in Las Vegas with some challenges to overcome. I have been struggling with anxiety for a few years. The anxiety has triggered alcoholism, which is also a challenge. I am chubby, tired, and out of focus because of it all. I feel old. Time to turn that around! I plan on tackling my issues head on with changes in my eating, my lifestyle, and in my mind. Welcome to my journey!

 

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All is good

Still sober! 19 days today!
Ran last night – I have been faithful to the running program so far, but I will need to repeat this week again. My leg muscles need to catch up. Going to the pool for excercize tonight
Heartburn is slooooowly getting better
Anxiety is sloooooooooooooooooooooowly getting better…but I was a little jumpy last [...]

Caffeine

Caffeine…my friend, my enemy. Today, and forever, there is no caffeine after noon. On my way to giving it up. It causes me heart palpations…which as you may have read, triggers anxiety reactions for me! Plus, I hate the up and down energy.

Damn! I was doing good!

I haven’t had any anxiety for several days, but I just had a little caused by heartburn. Even the heartburn was going down for a minute…must have been those radishes! I just took an herbal…

….later that day…

I took another herbal chill out pill. I am much better now!

Herbals for anxiety

Well during yesterdays anxiety flare-up, I went to Whole Foods to grab a herbal calm down remedy. I don’t have any more Xanax, and I really don’t want to take anymore. I have never gotten addicted to it, or felt any side effects, but still…It does modify brain chemistry, and I have had [...]

Today = No Bueno

Ugh. This morning was very bad for my anxiety. I woke up with a slight stabbing pain in my neck, about 4 inches to the left and one inch up from the base of my throat. I believe this is from a combination of heartburn and sleeping on my arm (I have problems with each).  [...]

Gastrointestinal Issues

I am battling some interesting heartburn & gastrointestinal issues. I get pain in the upper part of my chest here and there after eating food. Two days ago, it was the pizza that set it off. Last night after dinner too. The one symptom is SO strange…its a sharp pain about two inches over and [...]

Anxiety reduction

Well I am having less anxiety than normal. I really do need to give up caffeine soon. I think it may be a trigger. I also think I am having detox symptoms. Those are a trigger too. I’ll get a small bout of heartburn type issues, and it will trigger an anxiety attack. I rarely [...]

Release

I think I am already starting to feel the effects of my recent changes in attitude, behavior, and eating. I think I will see a huge change when I give up caffeine…not so soon though. Only a few vices at a time so I don’t overload! I have been sleeping so deeply. I have been [...]

Cortisol Continued….

I also read that stress relates to fertility…as in you are less fertile while stressed out. Makes sense for the human animal to NOT produce while under duress, right? (Our bodies are so amazing)  Well, I don’t want to get preggers, but check out this other piece…Our bodies shut down reproduction by increasing cortisol, which [...]

Today I learned…new connections

Today I did some research on information that I kind-of knew in my heart anyhow, but it was good to hear. I know that there is a link between anxiety and alcoholism. We all do. People with anxiety self medicate with alcohol. If you do it for long enough, alcohol withdrawal causes anxiety attacks too. Its [...]